The days are bright & filled with pain...
...the time you ran was too insane, we'll meet again in some kind of post-death hallucinatory experience, the Bardo of Dick & dead Tibetans.
Yes, the days are bright... so are the nights: (early morning rising): the biochemical imbalance has not yet been controlled by the Seroquel. I shudder to think what would've happened had I continued with temazepam. Yesterday I woke up extremely early, 3:00/4:00, but as usual for mania, spent the time looking at Hot or Not, to see if I could find anyone to talk to.
This behavior continued on into the afternoon, while Trish read & watched Britney. Indeed, the teen lass I discussed it with denounced Britney -- who am I to argue?
Then after supper, left over stir fry, Trish & I got into a horrible argument. It was all about diverse kinky things, & whether they should be acted out. She's substituting the D. Fantasy for Philip K. Fantasy, but the results no doubt could prove equally destructive. She wants me to come see Charlene Upstairs about it with her today.
This means the morning & afternoon are both shot. Karen is taking us out for breakfast for budget; the Layout is going to the Cantonese Kitchen for lunch. For once, I think I may use the wee-wee hours for trying to find what I already have: love is a drug, but I've made mine mellow. My girl awaits for me in tender times.
Yes, the days are bright... so are the nights: (early morning rising): the biochemical imbalance has not yet been controlled by the Seroquel. I shudder to think what would've happened had I continued with temazepam. Yesterday I woke up extremely early, 3:00/4:00, but as usual for mania, spent the time looking at Hot or Not, to see if I could find anyone to talk to.
This behavior continued on into the afternoon, while Trish read & watched Britney. Indeed, the teen lass I discussed it with denounced Britney -- who am I to argue?
Then after supper, left over stir fry, Trish & I got into a horrible argument. It was all about diverse kinky things, & whether they should be acted out. She's substituting the D. Fantasy for Philip K. Fantasy, but the results no doubt could prove equally destructive. She wants me to come see Charlene Upstairs about it with her today.
This means the morning & afternoon are both shot. Karen is taking us out for breakfast for budget; the Layout is going to the Cantonese Kitchen for lunch. For once, I think I may use the wee-wee hours for trying to find what I already have: love is a drug, but I've made mine mellow. My girl awaits for me in tender times.
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